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I'll be gone soon ! :)

Canvas

We constantly print color into the world, as if it's our own canvas. Yes, I know I haven't written in a while and this sounds like a recurring meme, but right now I have a bunch of students taking an exam and I started to look at color palettes for my apartment.

And I sort of realized.

I associate someone with a color. When I meet someone they're blank, but I start painting them the more I know them. Usually the colors can change depending on how they react.

What's my color? I usually see myself as white, don't ask why but it's the color I'm more familiar with (that and green), I haven't seen many people with white: It's usually Blue, Pink, Red, there's a few Browns. Blue people are just nice people who I talk with often but aren't exactly special people (yes sounds mean). Pink's are people who annoy me with their constant affection. Reds are interesting and are opinionated (something I can't stand for long). Browns are always in tune with their physical needs (food, living, etc) which I like.

Whites? I only know someone else who is white, white comes from the combination of all colors, so I think myself as white because I've had every virtue and flaw from all colors at one moment or another, whites can also paint other people or change their colors (or at least are interested in doing it). The other person who is white? Let's just say she started black many many years ago and throught the years has worn every single color until becoming white. Kudos to her.

Human - The Killers
I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was broke but i was kind
And sometimes i get nervous
When i see an open door
Close your eyes
Clear your heart

Cut the chord
Are we human?
Or are we dancers?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human?
Or are we dancers?

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soarer moments
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything i know
Wave goodbye
Wish me well

You got to let me know
Are we human?
Or are we dancers?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answers
Are we human?
Or are we dancers?

Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight?
There is so message we’re receiving
Let me know is your heart still beating

Are we human?
Or are we dancers?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answers

You got to let me know
Are we human?
Or are we dancers?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answers
Are we human
Or are we dancers?

Are we human?
Or are we dancers?

Are we human
Or are we dancers?

Best trance song in the world

I found it.

It's Karen Overton's: Loving Arms, specially the Club Remix.

Lyrics:

Lyrics: Karen Overton - Your Loving Arms
Lyrics taken from the: Club Mix

Sometimes the way that you act makes me wonder
What I am to you
Sometimes I can't stand the way that I'm acting
To be part of the things you do
Often I've asked you for too much of your time
Like I'm stealing
And when I dream of the fear that you're leaving
I reach out
Oh baby then you

So many times have I asked you to tell me
That I'm your girl
Time after time I have needed a reason
Just to get inside your world
So many times have I asked you to ask me
How it feels to love
And when this love seems the only conclusion
That I'm guilty of
Oh baby then you

Put your loving arms around me
And you whisper to me when you
Put your loving arms around me
And inside your arms I'm burning
Put your loving arms around me
And you whisper to me when you
And inside your arms I'm burning

I'm burning, inside your arms I'm burning...

Sometimes the way that you act makes me wonder
What I am to you
Sometimes I can't stand the way that I'm acting
To be part of the things you do
Often I've asked you for too much of your time
Like I'm stealing
And when I dream of the fear that you're leaving
I reach out

So many times have I asked you to tell me
That I'm your girl
Time after time I have needed a reason
Just to get inside your world
So many times have I asked you to ask me
How it feels to love
And when this love seems the only conclusion
That I'm guilty of
Oh baby then you

Put your loving arms around me
And you whisper to me when you
Put your loving arms around me

Song:

I wasn't kidding

It gives me the creeps

La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie

Credulous at best, your desire to believe in angels in the hearts of men.
Pull your head on out your hippy haze and give a listen.
Shouldn't have to say it all again.
The universe is hostile. so Impersonal. devour to survive.
So it is. So it's always been.

The only thing that remains is music

Today I was in the traffic listening to music and realized, the only thing that remains after someone is gone is the music.

So, a lot of people who have come and left my life, left me a bunch of music which I'm grateful for, because, since I no longer talk or am friends with them, their music is still with me.

In somewhat particular order:

-Alanis
-Lucky Seven
-TOOL
-Cranberries
-Alanis again
-Coldplay
-Frou Frou
-Motion City Soundtrack
-A Thorn for Every Heart
-Jason Mraz

Thank you, memories come when I listen to any of them, and it reminds me of all of you, people who I don't have any contact with, or relationship.

24 Hours.

Next year, the new me is going to be up and running, these past few weeks have been nothing but a prototype.

What does this mean? starting Jan 1st, Damian is going to be 3.0, as in, regarding friendships, only those who care about me will receive my friendship. Those who don't want it, or care about it, or know how to 'deal' with it will no longer have it.

And that's it, those who have given two shits about me for the past months will no longer be recepient of my friendship, for ever.